Restart From Zero

今晚又要出发啦，这次一走估计要两年后才回来
明年就不回来了，好好待在那边奋斗吧~

这是第三次回国了，时间上一次比一次短，心理上的依恋也一次比一次少
我想我的focus已经渐渐从国内转移到了AUS
再次离别已经没有太多的留恋，而悉尼那边却开始有了家的感觉。。。
我喜欢一望姐姐对我的评价，海阔天空的女人
哈哈，对，我就要做海阔天空的女人！外面的世界多精彩啊~~

这次回国更加坚定了我要留在AUS的决心
并非嫌弃祖国，只是以我的个性和性情还是AUS的环境更适合我
国内的环境，无论是狭义上的还是广义上的，还是算了吧。。。
老实说，现在上海除了家人和朋友已经没有什么值得我留恋的了
家人以后可以接过去，朋友嘛在那里也有新的朋友新的圈子，不再那么孤独了
当然，国内那么多好朋友会一直挂念的，有机会肯定早日回来再聚
亲爱的们，有机会也来澳洲玩啊，老娘一定罩你们，哈哈哈！

移民应该算是我人生至今为止最重大的一个决定了
之前经历了心理上的起起伏伏和反反复复的折腾，终于尘埃落定。
我是典型的秤子，最讨厌做决定，
但现在这样，只有一条路，没有其他option，反而是最佳局面
我就可以这样安安心心的走下去，决无一点反悔。

想来，我人生这20几年从没像现在这么坚定过
这条路是我自己内心的选择，我确定一定以及肯定这条路将通向我想要的生活
有目标、有梦想的生活真是太有意义了，即便再辛苦再艰难也值得啊~
恩，那么就努力奋斗吧，未来是很美好的，加油加油！

PS1，又去染了黄毛咯，我还是很喜欢黄毛的，虽然这次好像偏黄了点。。。
好吧，我想这是最后一次染那么黄的颜色了，以后要换深沉一点的颜色了。。。
不过好在老娘最大的优点就是皮肤白，配黄毛还是很和谐滴，哈哈哈。。。

 
老娘虽然年纪大了，看上去还是可以装装嫩的哈。。。
还有貌似我还是素颜比较好看啊。。。=。=

PS2，昨天接到一个久违的老朋友的电话，很意外，因为很久很久没有联络了
可是相谈之下熟悉的感觉却一如当年，竟无丝毫隔阂与生疏
在长久的疏远之后依然能找回这样的感觉，真是太好了。
虽然已经行驶在不同的人生轨迹上，但相同的是我们都要努力。
一起加油吧！

PS3，亲爱的feather生日快乐！！！

昨天回来的，累！
天啊，上海怎么那么热！！简直就是夏天么，居然比悉尼还热！
这次就回来2个半礼拜，很快又要滚的，大家有空抓紧出来白相
手机号码不变，欢迎骚扰。另外有号码变过的吱一声~~

Another R&B talent, sounds like Chris Brown though.

Because Of You  Artist: Ne-Yo

[Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it

And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done
Only concern is the next time I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession won't let me leave

[Bridge]
[Chorus]

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

from Julia
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1．你最近快乐吗？
Yeh, just had a great Bday!

2．你最欣赏朋友什么？
which one? different friends have different qualities that i appreciate.

3．别人对你最多的批评是什么？
to be honest, i've no idea...anybody tell me?

4．你爱你的工作、学习么?
sometimes. 

5．许下你自己对未来的愿望？
a happy and peaceful life.

6．你上网通常做些什么?
MSN, email, blog/space, facebook, music, web surfing...

7．你喜欢阅读吗？
not much into it. but i read mX every time on the train home, does it count? lol

8．对从前的自己说句话？
nothing to say. i've already moved on with my life and i don't even wanna look back anymore.

9．想对提问的人说的一句话？
damn it i miss u so much!! we haven't seen each other for ages!! when the hell can we meet again?!

10．如果可以的话你需要什么？
a lot...but what i need most at the moment is a decent job and PR.

11．平时最喜欢做的事是什么?
listening to music. 

12. 请你解释一下什么是真正的爱情？
sort of chemistry between each other, both physically and emotionally.

13.推荐喜欢看的类型书吧。说说理由。
detective/mystery/thriller novel, eg. The Da Vinci Code, my favorite!
mysterious, fascinating, breath-taking, full of twists and turns, keeps you turning the pages!

14. 请用三个形容词描述一下你现在的生活状态？
life is really hard, but i'm still happy and trying to be tough.
(it depends on your own attitude. life is hard but also full of fun. sometimes you don't feel happy just becoz you don't know how to have fun. try to enjoy yourself even in hard times. why not? life is too short, so learn to have fun and enjoy it!!)

15.目前你想做、却不敢去做的事情是什么？
to have the absolute freedom, you know what i mean.